Warning:major vent alert!!!

Well I mentioned in one of my blogs how we've had a real streak of bad luck these last few months and I had hoped that streak was on its way out quite some time ago but, alas, it is
still going strong!!! Since about the 2nd week of February, it has been one thing after
another. Luckily, most of this has not related to Tim's health but it has been extremely
stressful anyway. I have always had a low tolerance for people who are selfish,
obnoxious and inconsiderate but being faced with what we have been faced with these
last 14 months, my tolerance for BS really is non-existant. The phrase, "you find out who your friends are" is very true and I was not surprised by that but it goes even further than that.
You realize that some people just have no conscience at all and the levels some people will stoop
to just stuns me sometimes and I guess I didn't think I could be surprised by that anymore. I have realized too that having toxic people in your life is not a good idea and drags you down. I can usually take quite a lot and I certainly do not look for trouble but after all the
stress and sleep loss, my fuse has shortened considerably. My neighbor found this out the hard
way. Since moving in 4 and 1/2 years ago, he has woken us up countless times early in the morning on weekends renovating his house. Very loud power tools outside at 7 AM on Sunday mornings
doesn't fly in our neighborhood where the houses are so close together. Several neighbors have
been mad about this but no one said anything. Cut to a few months ago when he was still doing
this after Tim's transplant and he began loading a dumpster at the crack of dawn one Sunday,
waking us all up, and I let him have it. I must have looked like a crazy woman. I threw clothes on
but must have been a sight. I lit into him so bad, his face turned white. Before you think that I
am a crazy woman, this man had also said some inappropriate things in the past so he had it coming and he was not someone I want to be chummy with anyhow. He apoligized profusely
and is civil to us but his wife is ticked and that's fine. I just don't want jerks in my life anymore.
We just had someone do something so incredibly low to us concerning Tim's business and the
anger that I have probably has my blood pressure soaring. The way some people will stop at nothing for a buck is sickening to me. I have to keep telling myself that what goes around comes
around and that I am glad that Tim and I are known to be honest and trustworthy people,
but I gotta be honest, all these people who screw everyone in their path are healthy and my husband, who would do anything for anyone(and does) is sick. Hardly seems fair. I know it is
certainly not my place to decide how anybody's life turns out but the injustice of things sometimes is really hard to swallow. Very depressing at times. Well to try to end this on a good
note, we have also seen some real caring come from people and when that happens, it renews
your faith in mankind. We have to increase our time with the kind of people we want to be around and try to limit our exposure to the others. It's definitely a quality of life decision.