The walls are closing in

Well it's that time again. I am trying, once again, to clean out our spare room and create a much needed office for myself. I just do not know what to do with things that can't be in the heat of an
attic nor the dampness of a basement. If anyone tells you that clutter does not cause stress,
THEY'RE LYING!!!!! Tomorrow, it will be 15 years since we closed on this house. We are still not done with the renovations that were started back then and I will NEVER do this again. We gutted this place completely but not all at once. We have accomplished an awful lot but then everything came to a screeching halt and has never resumed. As if that
were not bad enough, our house has become cluttered up with stuff and we have outgrown this place before we have even finished it. This all bothers me, a lot. I have had numerous yard sales along with my mom, sisters, and even a few friends who take advantage of our location to unload their junk but still,
it keeps building up. To buy a bigger house is not an option now. I pay ridiculous property taxes. I don't want to pay more so I must figure out a way to get rid of what we don't need and organize what we can't part with. Problem is a lot of the junk is Tim's and he is both sentimental and too busy to go through it. When I get started I wind up getting so frustrated that I quit or just never get to finish the tasks for lack of time. If I didn't have to foodshop, cook, clean, pay bills, do business paperwork, run my mommy taxi service, and make good on the volunteering I do with Olivia's activities(girl scouts, cheerleading, softball), maybe
I could actually start and finish a large task around here but alas, there is no one else to fill in and
do all those other things to free me up. I picked Olivia up from a friend's house the other day.
They have 4 kids in a house smaller than mine. OK, her house is not neat either but we have
1 kid for crying out loud. My house should not be overrun like it is. On the other hand, my one neighbor has 4 kids(whose friends are constantly over there),
2 dogs and a cat and every room of her house looks like a page out of a Pottery Barn catalog.
Makes me wanna hurl everytime I see that. I wish I could be the type that could just chuck it all.
I can't see putting furniture and good stuff in a landfill when folks can use it. I also don't mind the many occasions I have sold over $1200 worth of stuff in one weekend. It's a ton of work but a win-win situation in my mind. I truly believe something Bette Midler said on a TV show one time when talking about how little her daugher had. She said, "the more you have, the less you value it." It certainly is true with Olivia. She has way too much. I stopped buying things a long time ago unless it was for birthday or holidays. But the stuff she gets from everyone even then
is too darn much and I don't think she values the stuff at all. It's all in the "getting" for her.
Once it's "got", the thrill is gone. She does not get this from me. I don't like to shop and rarely find anything I need or desire when I do. I have learned that stuff begins to own you if you have
the wrong attitude about it. It's amazing how little you need to get by and more than that, how
much happier you'd be if you were not bogged down with crap. I've been bogged down for too long. Time to dig out.